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A Thought, A Way of Life, and a ‘Sanctuary of Truth‘ June 2019

Issue #245.

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

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In this Issue
  1. ***a word from your hostess of Light
  2. *** Daily dust devils this solar summer
  3. *** The Corridor of many choices
  4. ***The grandfather clock of time ticks to a new beat as does our heart and purpose
  5. *** The Universe has placed within you a seed that does not perish, that cannot be mowed or sown over
  6. ***The world reflects your every thought. If you are attracting those who are down in the dumps, sad and desperate, look at your own vibration and make some corrections.
  7. ***Horse Goddess Crystals

A Word from Your Hostess of Light:
Sorry for delay but as many of you know I broke both ankles in a freak apparently divinely orchestrated accident.  It has been over a month of not walking. I have been housed in rehab facility unable to get home or to see my animals. I have been literally taken to my knees in every way, and humbled into a place that I never thought I would experience. It will be a couple more weeks before the outer iron is removed from this maiden’s ankle and I can hopefully put the ruby slippers on, click them and god-goddess willing go home. It has been a very powerful, awe-inspiring and lonely journey.
I have been sending out this ‘Quantum Awakening newsletter’ since 1986, in 1992 I went online with it and have honored that commitment ever since. In all of these years of giving freely I have never asked for a single cent for the newsletter or the upkeep of anything to do with the newsletter, it was given in love and from my heart and soul. However at this time this Goddess needs a little support from all those she has given to in the past. You are my family of Light and I am reaching out to you.
The universe has asked me to ask you all for a ‘one time’ donation for all the years the Quantum Awakening has served you, given you light and hope or even a good laugh. I am looking at a few more weeks in rehap with costs rising, it is like hotel California with no music and really bad food. Even a single $ dollar $ in financial blessings will help greatly and bless your life as well as mine. I have been working the Light in here continually and helping all those that are healers (nurses, doctors therapists) to heal themselves. In this powerful initiation I have learned to rely on the kindness of strangers and hold the light in a place where people die on a daily basis. Life is precious here and it permeates the air. Thank you for all that you are and the great love you hold, I am honored to be on earth with you at this time. 
Blessings Gillian (if you would like to donate please send check or use paypal to send financial blessings to or PO box 217 Dandridge, TN 37725-0217
Daily dust devils this solar summer
Dear ones during this solar summer be aware that you are truly being given an opportunity to become a vessel of healing and love holding a Great Light that is magnified and streamlined thru your heart. This summer comes in the form of many teachers. Some are incarnate, others are dimensional, and others come on the nuances and waves of light.  As the energy of Gemini duels with itself we all feel pulled in every direction, like a whirlwind, our thoughts gather in these daily dust devils, distracting us from what is truly important and asking that we lend a hand in situations we would rather not address. The dark and the light of the astrological twins demands that we make peace with the darkness, within and the darkness without. 
In this place of many mirrors, there is no good or bad, nor right or wrong - there is only reflection.  Within the reflection, there dwells a sword of Light, lancing what has poisoned our bodies mind and souls. This allows the healing to begin, discharging the illusion of cause and effect. All the sleight of hand that has presented itself over time will be seen naked and exposed in the striking solar light thus creating new time lines that will usher earth into a place above and beyond where she once resided. . 
Seeing into the future is not a place for those weak of temperament. As one walks thru the time doors many snares make themselves known. Places of parallel time can escort one back and forth creating an exhausting dizzying effect as we learn to balance in this fifth dimension frequency. Truth and time are individual of nature. Everyone is a little more sensitive, a little grouchy, a little hair-brained and stressed. Our thoughts change like the weather in a full moon pattern. The fork in the road leads all of us in a new direction.  A place where compasses no longer work and the hologram shifts to fits ones needs. The question is ‘Do you change time or does time change you’ the answer to that question is yet to be seen but with a little help from your friends we will all get onboard this beautiful pea green and blue boat and sail into a powerful future.
The Corridor of many choices
As we enter new levels of our multidimensional self we come to a corridor with many choices. Do we continue forward embracing all the fragments of our humanness or do we stop healing what is not broken, or do we begin healing that which we did not know was fractured? All aspects of humanness, whether dark or light, serve our evolution. Every step, every mistake, every tear, gifts us something we so desperately need as we move onward and upward like Christian soldiers. 
Throughout time we have given our hearts and our very lives to the Creator. No matter what form that God took. Sometimes it was religion, sometimes it was love, other times it was pure survival. Many times we were forced to release our deepest belief system so we could protect our loved ones and ourselves. This summer with its countless forms of light, gifts us in a way we could never have perceived. The light from the sun becomes more intense as it tries to force itself into our lives. Pushing and pulling and stretching our very nerve endings to the point of frying and fraying.  The human body cannot take much more of solar probing, as stellar instructs ask more and more of us. Hence the universe is taking the backdoor into planetary downloading. 
Within the crystalline silica composition of computer memory there is a doorway that has been invisible up until now, an entrance to knowledge. Since humans are so preoccupied with trivial pursuit the universe has issued a decree of unobstructed light infusion. All the computers of earth create a giant web of light. Like a spider that weaves her sacred geometry and knowledge in the darkness of night, we too come to a conjunction and intersection where we all must stop, look and listen to just what we are weaving for the future. The light has decided to surf the Web enabling it to distribute tens of thousands of instructs into our daily lives and subconscious. Instructs of healing, wisdom, truth and the true essence of love is given on a daily basis. Instructs that show us how to become the authentic self, be who we were born to be and do. These techno modalities will be enhanced and used to bring about a much needed planetary healing. 
The dark and the light play out the situation via the internet, as good and bad, dirty dancing with one another. ‘All hands on deck’ is the celestial call from the Creator. Like a planetary game of monopoly all is played out revealing that which was once hidden. Sides are chosen as Angels descend from the heavens to take their righteous places among humanity. What does this mean for the regular human, well dear ones, first off there are no ‘regular humans ’ on Earth. All have volunteered for this mission outpost, knowing full well what was to come. Every keystroke, every posting, will have power. Every word (especially mean nasty ones) will be seen as a choice. This is greatest choice possible between that which is light and healing and that which is dark and lessens your love. Your words are filled with power whether spoken or written, use them for good! Thisd 5th dimensional place is not strewn about with trash from the past, but is clean like a slate that seeks to be written on, with love and from the heart.
The grandfather clock of time ticks to a new beat 

as does our heart and purpose

As the powerful solstice comes to cozy up to your heart the energy of ‘what was’ looks deep into your soul. Asking you to view and release what no longer serves your highest good. Humanity has expanded into such a multidimensional playing field we can no longer see the lines that define and divide the past present and future. Time dances by, batting her long lashes, trying to get us caught in the workings of who we once were.  Seducing us into thinking we are lesser than, minute, and indistinguishable. After the Solstice, ‘The light’ increases each day by about 2.2 minutes. Yes we have all come undone like a favorite toy washed too many time. We have lost ourselves for a while and the path is not as clear. However we are being taught a new song and dance for this time and place.  We have been rewritten and amended by a universe that pushes every button we have, moving us forward to a new teaching and truth every minute of every day. The grandfather clock of time ticks to a new beat as does our heart and purpose. Keeping anything under hat will slow the expansion. Leap full throttle forward into the New World like your ancestors did. Your world is no longer flat and dangerous but round and full of dimensional possibilities. Be free forming as life shows herself to you each day. Do not judge or preconceive the way things should be. In fact do not should upon yourself, it is self-deprecating. As each new day and circumstance unfolds allow it to expand or contract according to divine interpretation and proportion. It can be exhausting try to make life obey. Each of us has been given a new script to read as we fill all the empty slots that demand undivided attention. Yes we are cogs in the cosmic wheel, but withour the cogs the wheel could not move in the right direction. 
The Universe has placed within you a seed that does not perish, 
that cannot be mowed or sown over
The sands of time being crystalline of nature hold an evolutionary code. The crystalline sands of time slide in and out creating a dimensional fluidity. Time seems to get away from us as we focus so hard on fulfilling daily needs and promissory proceedings. As the sands of time slide through the entrances and exits of all that is sacred, seen and unseen, humanity’s future is revealed and seen in a full spectrum of opportunity.  As each person walks forward in their life, there is a set of active time-prints that reach out and touch all. As earth herself walks forward into newly formed dunes of evolution we all stand on the seashore of what is destined to be. 
The feeling of utter aloneness envelops everyone as we walk into the summer. Time asks you to not give up on what lives in your heart, the promises you made to self or the creator.  The Universe has placed within you a seed that does not perish, that cannot be mowed or sown over.  The Universe has placed in you a time imprint that asks to be viewed under the microscopic eye of your heart.  Earth herself and all her inhabitants are at a turning point that asks everyone to be explicit in the expression of every passing thought and every creational word, for they all count.  No more excuses for the choices of those in power as they look for ways to polish their own medals. 
this summertime higher stratums of light will be integrated into the soul patterns of Earth and all that is upon her.  Every individual upon Earth has an opportunity to ask for Divine assistance, for Divine acknowledgment, for Divine intervention.  Many allow themselves to be washed about in an emotional ‘tidal pull’ as the waves of change crest pushing them out of their comfort zone.  
Each thought that humanity has is more important than the thought before.  Within Each thought wisdom either increases or decreases exponentially. Every interaction with every person gives you food for thought to be digested at your own pleasure.  Those that wear the higher configurations of light thru time will be asked to go beyond what they deem appropriate for their experiences.  What this means is that you will be given deep soul insights that will ask you to fly higher and dance dimensionally.  You will be given instructions from the Universe thru your heart that ask you to outshine any previous restriction. You will be asked to become one with the masters of light, the great white brotherhood, the angelic legions of light. 
So many of earth have chosen not to change, not to move forward, not to believe and not to trust.  So many of Earth have given up, have not seen their truant intergalactic landlord in eons. What you seek as a planet now has more mass to it.  The biology has changed and shifted in the land of the unseen.  As a planet you have always been asked to believe in what is invisible. You are asked to believe in a supreme being  that has placed you here for your highest good and then walked away to another cosmic obligation.  You have been asked to believe that every loss, every death, every dark day is really a blessings that holds a divine opportunity wrapped in love.  
We come to tell you that the miracle that you seek is alive and seeks to find you as much as you chase it.  It listens when you speak, it dances in your dreams, and it sees the pitter patterns of your heart.  The miracles that humanity so needs are guaranteed if one will only believe deeply, no matter how outer circumstances appear.  For a single minute blueprint of doubt creates chaos.  As the solstice births itself, deep emotions will come to the surface - angers and hates, loves, fears and tears from all the years. The solstice begins a seasonal cleanse.  We will all be doing our emotional laundry and hanging it out to dry in the warm holy winds, as we enter the month of the she-crab.
The world reflects your every thought. If you are attracting those who are down in the dumps,

sad and desperate, 

look at your own vibration and make some corrections.

It is important for you as humans to see the beauty in your life, in your day, and in your physical being. You spill so much life force being angry at the way you look the way your life has been, and the cards that you have been dealt. You look at each other with pointed thoughts and sharp words. Your eyes go green and your heart grows cold as you view another who has obtained a little more light, a little more beauty, and a little more prosperity – not because they were born with it, but because they have the gift and ability to see those beautiful qualities in others. 
The only way to claim your beauty, your wealth, your health, and your love is to see it in others. For the world mirrors your own reflection. If you do not feel worthy and prosperous, you see that in your own reflection. It is important to address and see the magic of someone winning your lottery games. Congratulate them energetically and send them love as they have energetically earned this monetary gift. See your stock market balancing itself rising in value. See the true energetic value of your home and your car. 
Do not focus on depreciation but instead focus on appreciation. Allow what you have ownership of to gain value through you. You receive value when you see the value of others. You gain your beauty when you see the beauty of others. You gain wealth when you rejoice in the good fortune of others. For their good fortune means that your good fortune is right around the next corner, the next thought. Every minute of every day you too shall be blessed if you quietly bless others.
When you see others around you falling deeply in love you too have the opportunity to fall in love or gain love in a marriage that has been sinking in despair. The world reflects your every thought. If you are attracting those who are down in the dumps, sad and desperate, look at your own vibration and make some corrections. Change the way you see the world and you will change yourself. Compliment others on their beauty. The inhabitants of Earth have stopped complimenting each other, honoring each other and it shows in earth's aura. 
Gain entrance to the kingdom of light through valuing everything on earth. Value your light and your life and the monumental creation that you are. You are a singular creation of the house of light. The Creator has never created another species like you. That is why you are given charge over the angels, because you are grand in preparation. You are grand in thought and the heart’s desires of the Creator are placed within your body mind and spirit. 
Everything the earth experiences you experience as well. You often feel so small and paralyzed, with fear.  You feel like ants and the cosmic aardvark is out to get you. Look at the great quest that the ants are upon. They keep many of you running around pulling your hair out as you battle them day after day season after season. They outwit you time after time. Do you see how Something so small in mass can make a difference if they join together in one thought and intent. Your destiny is greater than any other creation upon earth.
It is time to prepare your heart to receive more love. A love that is so deep and so big that the sky is jealous for it has never seen such vastness. The palpitations within your heart are the breaking down the walls as the light proclaims "Set my people free. Set my love free. Let my light shine. It is time to Take down all walls and all separations, and let your light shine.
Horse Goddess Crystals
Horse is here to teach us how to ride into new directions, 
To awaken and discover our own freedom and power
Even though horse can be domesticated, its spirit can never be broke and forever roams into the far reaches of freedom.  those who seek the spirit of the horse, seek the idea of freedom.  If horse has come, there is a promise of safe travel, movement and a new adventure.    Taming the wild, freedom-seeking aspects of horse is not easy; the horse spirit is intensely independent.  The power and strength of the horse spirit takes its rider to new spiritual territory.  It reminds us of our inner power and gives us courage to move forward.  The strong legs and back of the horse remind us to remain solidly grounded in our spiritual walk our earthly experiences and to carry the burdens of life with dignity.     
Many legends depict Horse as being psychic and able to sense humans with magical powers. There is no other animal that has given man more of itself. Celtic tradition embrace the horse goddess Epona (Epona is the Celtic Horse Goddess, her name means "Divine Mare".) as having power over the cycles of life.   Horse helps us discover our true spiritual power. We are immortal souls using the body as a vehicle temporarily. Horse is the symbol of this True Power.
The horse lived on the North American continent for thousands of years, but mysteriously disappeared and was later reintroduced by Spanish Conquistadors in the 1500's.  American Indians found the spirit of the horse to be a valuable asset in learning the ways of freedom. When the horse came to the native people, the distance of journeys was shortened and they were given a newfound freedom. 
If Horse beckons you, you will probably feel a power within that is hard to control, a bit wild and fiery! People with Horse as a power animal are fiercely independent, love to travel and have little tolerance for anything that limits their free expression. They give us the promise of adventure. Taming the horse within is not easy, as their spirit of freedom is an eternal fire burning within them. Horse symbolizes loyalty, friendship and companionship. Horse has faith in his master. He is also your warrior spirit, giving safety in all your  journeys.
Horse symbolizes the wind, awaken your inner power.  
When Horse comes into play there is more than enough motivation to carry you through anything
Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
PO box 217 
Dandridge, TN 37725
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